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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

1st day of 2008.
Year '07 has been a not-so-good year to me,i guess.
for now,a brand new year to start with.
i am going to move on with a new chapter

and

decided to 'shut down' my 4 years old blog.

Hard to let it go but insyaAllah i will make a comeback
to rant out my thots,my love-life,my gfs & besties,my beloved family again.

thanks for the support,encouragement,well-wishes,concern and lots more.

definitely,i will miss blogging.

Hv a gd yr 'o8 ahead of you & take cre,be good..

salam....

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Sunday, December 23, 2007
to my sweethearts,
sorry gfs if i did not reply to ur msgs or pick up ur calls.
reading ur msgs i eventually cried.
thanks for all the concerns which i appreciated alot.
loveugirls.

i was having the worst emotion yesterday.
even when im with Mister.
frm the start,i appeared very gloomy and 'dark' like the bad weather.
he got himslf very frustrated aft i refused to tell him whats in my mind.
i don't blame him for tt.
nearing to the end i broke down at one of the block in Simei and only
to tell him bits of the prob.
he gave me some advice in which i weakly agree as he doesn't know all of it.

for tt i heartMister alot..
to be in his arms when crying like having no end is such a heart warming feeling.
the most difficult part is to hush me off to calm dwn as i was crying like a child.
sorry dear,i have to avoid doing it infront of my sisters.
i want to be strong for them.
Nor do i have an elder sister or brother to confide with.
so i felt such a loser or a failure in a way.

not to worry,i will pick it up bit by bit.
I'm sure my family was given 'this' test frm Him to see the amount of capability and strength.

On the other look,i pray and hope it remains as a positive issue.

Amin.Ya Ra'bal Alamin.


Received Muhd&Lynn's Wedding album frm Mister (transfer frm them to his laptop).
i enjoyed browsing their pics so preettty n beautiful esp Lynn's bridal outfits.
Here 4 pics in the meanwhile....(maybe during Christmas,upload more of them)






Such a gorgeous couple and i think Lynn looks hot in the whole outlook of silverblack outfit.
She's already natural beauty in the first plc.
Fair and flawless.Lucky dude!
im gonna be okay babes!
sumore with so many newwlovepics transfered into my desktop.
editting time and half working day tmrw!!


Saturday, December 22, 2007
Ya Allah

its a tough and complicating situation for the whole family at this period.
We regard it as a test and may You give us the patience,strength and peace in each of us.
Everything seems wrong and against with each other excluding the small girl.
There is no others that we can turn to except You.
The One and Only.
Amin..



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